This is the day before my last day in Ohio. Tomorrow, I’m off to Oklahoma where I have two job interviews waiting for me, as well as old friends and family.
Ohio was good for me on a lot of levels. But it was mostly my relationship with Ritchie that made any of it worthwhile. Still, I realized there are dumber people in other parts of the country than in Oklahoma. Thank god I found the people, who despite being from Ohio, have an IQ bigger than an ant.
I got in touch with myself, my wants and needs as a person, and my geeky side also. I realized I can be a writer despite the field and its limited slots for riches and fame. Sometimes, the money doesn’t matter as long as I’m happy doing what I love.
I’m stressing, hoping everything will fit in my friend’s vehicle. I wish I wasn’t so broke so I could just rent a moving van or something. Alas, this is the best I’ve got and I’m deeply appreciative of my friend for coming to do this.
Don’t worry. I’ll be writing and blogging to the regular Monday-Friday schedule. I don’t plan on stopping because, honestly, it’s been quite therapeutic for me. Again, I apologize for writing about the same stuff, over and over. Come Monday, it’ll be about my time in Tulsa.
I look forward to the future. I look forward to seeing what pieces of my life here will go with me there. I’m excited about job opportunities, about starting therapy, everything.
But it doesn’t mean I won’t miss everyone here, especially Ritchie. He’s done so much for me out of the love of his heart. I’m sorry I couldn’t ever do the same for him.
So this is the last you’ll hear from me while in Ohio. Next stop, my future. Jesus I’m scared.