With my other blog, I am more in-tune with the part of me that doesn’t have much confidence as I portray here. Boyfriend says I’m more “myself” on the other blog. That blog features my work, parts of my soul, so I’m already sharing a deep part of myself with you all. I don’t see any reason I should be different on that blog.

Meanwhile, this blog features the wacky thoughts brewing in my head. It’s rants about how much I hate people in Ohio; reviews in my own vulgar words when it comes to fucked off movies such as Drive; opinions on Christmas starting to early, children being goddamned annoying, pointless religion in politics, and everything else where most people usually don’t agree. I’m being honest on this blog by sharing the crazy side people usually try to ignore in fear of going there.

I’m gay. I’m already taboo. I’m like the kid with tourettes. He gets to say things like “ass cock pussy puncher” without being punished. Granted, he receives social stigma for his disorder, but once people understand his difference, they shake their heads and say “bless his heart” and walk away. Simple as that.

I was born with the love of cock and the want to put it in or around my mouth. I’m outside the norm of society, so I tend to think outside the norm. This blog is the product of said rambles.

The only reason I separated this blog from the other is because I was originally incognito when this started. Now, it doesn’t matter, but I have ideas to use this blog that do not coincide with the professional, writing blog.

While I might act different from blog-to-blog, both personas are pieces of me. Or I have multiple personality disorder, whichever seems more plausible.

Appreciation? For moi?

I'm pretty genuine... a genuine fruitcake!

Thanks to Kourtney Heintz for the lovely awards. She’s so good to me. She’s really making the rest of you look bad.

So, the Genuine Blogger award doesn’t have any rules except pass it on. Yay! I don’t have to do much. As for the Reader Appreciation award, I have to share with you my plans:

I have quite a bit going on. I’m doing Infobarrel articles, cresting Zazzle products, doing school and work, and I plan on participating in JuNoWriMo and CampNaNoWriMo this summer. So, there’s a lot!

Now, whom shall I pass it on to?

The Pink Agendist – He’s a brilliant writer with an amazing life. He’s a sweetheart, he’s hot, and he’s putting together a project (or in this case a projekt) for LGBT youth. Check him out!

Emmie Mears – I talk about her so much but I can’t help she’s so effing amazing. She’s smart, bubbly, and attractive! Too bad I’m gay. Hehe

Kourtney Heintz – Last, but definitely not least, the lovely lady who gave me the awards in the first place. I don’t give her enough love! Thanks for being a great blogger friend hon.

Kristi McDowell

I originally found Kristi when I started MGM, and I found her in the most exquisite way. I have a search set up to find blogs that talk about Buffy, which is how I found a slew of interesting bloggers, and Kristi popped up with her 30 Days of Buffy posts. Although she isn’t finished, from her interesting rants about her favorite female and male characters, favorite season, and more, I knew I should follow her. There was something about her perspective that made me feel at home.

In the meantime, I learned quite a bit about comics. I mean, I might love the hell out of comic book mythology and characters, but I don’t know anything. The only comic series I read is The Walking Dead and that was within the last three months (I know, I’m losing geek status). Anyhow, she taught me about Batwoman, Avengers vs. X-Men, and the DC 52′s Catwoman. And without her telling me about them, I wouldn’t sound so knowledgeable during my Nerdery discussions. THANKS KRISTI!

Also, Kristi is a wonderful artist. She created a web series called Departmental, and it’s pretty fucking funny. I snickered at least three times. I’ve not read a lot of it, but the art and the whit keeps me coming back for more. So check it out!

Lastly, Kristi wrote this very personal blog yesterday about how writing can be scary. The part that intrigued me the most was when she talked about coming up with so many excuses to write and continue her projects. Lately, I’ve somewhat felt this way. Then again, I do actually have quite a bit going on, but that’s another topic for another time. My point is that this post made me remember why I follow Kristi in the first place, and she and I are so much alike that it’s ridiculous.

Congratulations Kristi, you’re so fucking awesome!

PS- I forgot to add her sit Pop Culture Sushi. I love that name so much. It’s my two favorite things wrapped into one: delicious pop culture and nummy fish. Check it out now!

If you haven’t seen my other blog, I suggest you take a look. It’s going to be a bit more professional, and it focuses on my writing and my journey in publishing. However, I have many other projects which are taking off pretty well as opposed to my other blog, so I decided to resurrect MadGayMan with a purpose.

Do you follow my Twitter? No? Why the hell not? If you do, you noticed yesterday I was spamming the shit out of it with two specific items, two t-shirts to be precise. I’ve decided to get in on this thing called Zazzle. It’s a site offering people to create their own designs and plaster them all over various items to have printed. Want a one-of-a-kind hoodie or tote bag? Well, Zazzle allows you to make it yourself!

This was made for me!

For years, I came up with various phrases, wishing and hoping they’d show up on a t-shirt somewhere so I can buy it and wear it around to express myself. Unfortunately, I’m a little too blasphemous than others, and nobody has been gutsy enough to make a t-shirt designed with raising hell in mind. That is, until I came into the game. MUAHAHAHA!

So, this is the plan with MadGayMan. I want to continue making great content you guys love and hold dear to your hearts. I want to make you spit coffee across your keyboard and monitor every time I shine my awesome exuberant attitude into your faces via blog posts.

Isn't that delicious?

I miss it, and I miss you guys. My other blog is too serious and professional, and I don’t want to tarnish its reputation already (though I haven’t come up with any new material lately damnit; all in time, I suppose).

Don’t worry. I don’t want to plaster ads all over my blog. Besides, I can’t on WordPress… which is why I am going to a private site, haha! Still, I won’t make it look too ridiculous. Also, I’ll continue using the WordPress site as a means to communicate with you folks. I wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for you. Thanks for sticking by my side. You are the best group of loons a crazy person could ever ask for!

So are you excited? Well, tell me in the comments below!

King Douche-Nozzle

Recently, Glee allowed Perez Hilton on their show for the ‘Nationals’ episode alongside Lindsay Lohan. Suffice to say, I didn’t watch the episode. In fact, I steer clear from everything Perez does because I find him to be everything that is wrong with current gay culture today.

I hate even putting his name on my blog because he’s such an annoying, talentless hack, but I needed to vent. I’m so mad at the creators of the show allowing such hypocrisy.

After all, the show is about a group of outsiders finding their place in high school by performing pop hits and satiating their love for music. Four of these outsiders are gay or bisexual, and the show has religiously supported equality using various acts and storylines, including acceptance from the William McKinley Christian Prayer group at the school.

So how exactly does a show well-known for their stance on equal rights allow Perez Hilton onto the show? After all, the only reason he became known in pop culture was due to his celebrity gossip, including the “outtings” of various celebrities.

You might ask, “Why is this a big deal?” As a person who was “outted” at school, I can tell you this is a personal moment for an individual, and it should be up to the person whether or not they come out and to whom. I don’t agree with Perez’s excuse about celebrities being in the public eye and how we have a right to scrutinize them on all personal levels. No, if anything, celebrities shouldn’t be scrutinized period. They’re talented human beings who decided to “get in on the business”, but it doesn’t make them our play things.

I despise Perez and I hope he dies in a fire. I know, I’m being a vicious bitch, but he pushes all the wrong buttons.

You might even say I’m a hypocrite because Lady Gaga is best friends with Perez, and I’m a huge supporter of Gaga. Sadly, she’s too amazing to give up.

Finally, I’m really upset the fans were more mad that Lindsay Lohan, a singer (probably not a good one, but she had two decent albums) was allowed on the show, yet nobody lashed out at the hypocrisy of Glee by bringing a man powered only by gossip in an episode.

If the show’s past season hadn’t been so horrible, and the future seeming so bleak by following the graduating seniors of this year into next year as college freshman, I’d probably reconsider my decision. But it’s been coming to this for some time. Hell, the only reason I tuned in all this season is for the performances, and those sadly have sucked for quite some time.

Goodbye Glee. It was a good run, but you’re dead to me.

This may not be the end of MadGayMan, but its the end of procrastinating on my future in writing. It’s time to get serious.

Here is the new blog.

We has it.

Also, I’ve noticed I have an amazing following. Thank you so much guys. I’m getting a multitude of views. Is is my awesome ability to entertain? Is it all the glitter? Or do you guys laugh at me for trying so hard and failing miserably? I don’t know! But I was thinking of including some ads over to the side bar (once I’ve remodeled of course).

I’m not sure what kind of ads yet. I’d like to choose from a variety of companies I enjoy, or at least make it relevant to the blog. But I don’t think they have ads for psychotic gay divas. Too bad. It would’ve been perfect.

But before I post ads, I want your thoughts. You are my audience. You make me relevant on this thing. Would you be pissed that I made the site ugly with ads? Do you hate the idea of me making money off you?

She go hard!

So what do you guys think? Tell me whether this sounds like it will ruin my site or not really make a difference. Thanks!

Boyfriend recently started a new blog and he’s coming to terms with “letting it all out” via the Internet. I realized his generation (he’s 15 years older than me) isn’t used to baring one’s soul for the world to see. Whereas my generation grew up using computers in our daily personal lives in school, at home, and then work. Helping him set it all up, I’ve been giving advice where possible and I realized I haven’t been following any of it myself.

I love being funny and weird and full of sarcasm, but I feel like I’m cheating myself out of a connection with my audience and within me. Starting today, I plan on writing more about the train of thoughts that usually derail my life and cause me epic stress. For example, I realized today I may receive a D grade for my first exam in math, and honestly, I don’t know what I can do for the future of the class in order to pass. This stress leaves me feeling worn down and sad. All my hard work culminating to a D grade. *sigh*

I think focusing my blog will make things easier to post. I won’t have to strive to create content because the blog will focus on the deep issues that are usually crippling me. However, I want to pass on the MGM award and keep sharing short stories. So definitely expect to keep seeing those around.

Well I have to get to work. Thanks for listening and I look forward to sharing myself with all of you… in a non-sexual way.

A fellow Redditor... hell yeah!

The blog is The Diary of a Call Boy, and I would sue for being so similar to my blog but then Tyler Perry would have a case against me and his Mad Black Woman. Anyhow, the blogger is anonymous and he only goes by the infamous codename CallBoy while telling his story on WordPress.

So far, the blog only has four posts and it chronicles the journey of CallBoy leaving home in a Southern Anywhere, USA town and moving to a bigger city to become an escort. In these four posts alone, we meet characters like the leather-worn Jasmine, Persian escort service provider Mr. Friday, and a hot Russian yogi master named Viktor.

I can’t believe I have time to find new people to follow despite my schedule, but I’m glad I found CallBoy. He’s a fantastic writer who pulls you in with the first few lines and you get sucked into the whirlwind of what it’s like living as a Southern boy who has sex for pay. Check him out!

Congratulations from one glitter diva to another!

X and Y can suck it!

Still, I somehow survived the last week, and Boyfriend has some great ideas on how to move forward. First thing’s first, I need to keep up a good sleep regimen. I’ve been pretty good at going to bed at a decent hour. Then, we’re going to alter our diet a little bit, try to eat less meat and fill up on veggies, fruits, and legumes.

If you haven’t seen it, there’s a great documentary called Forks Over Knives which can be watched on NetFlix. It talks about people’s health today and how it seems connected by the amount of animal protein we consume. It was quite fascinating, and it sort of opened our eyes.

Since I am refusing to use my company computer for personal time, I’m getting a lot done at work. Plus, I have my phone if I feel like tweeting or going on Facebook. I feel like I’m developing a great relationship with people at work and showing how valuable of a resource I can be.

I can haz it?

Slowly, I am getting my shit together. I need to relax, let things flow, continue working towards the goals I have set in place yet keep my mind open to all possibilities, and choose to be happy.

Sounds easy right?